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I'm Thinking Only One Thing....

'Damn it I'm going to show them all'.

Created on 2009-01-19 05:22:45 (#18124377), last updated 2009-11-27

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Name:Celeste Rose
Birthdate:1987-07-25
Location:Dallas, United States
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We don't see things as they are, we see things as we are.

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Maybe someday i will wake up and this will all be a dream... I have reached the point where I am not longer a person - but a disease; an addiction that has no identity or sense of value. I’m worthless; just a story to be passed around by kids who cannot find stability in their life. I have faded away from reality and become a fiction of imagination. I’m the warning parents give their children to make them stay on track - well, I guess my life does have a purpose then. This site hold the possibility of people understanding me a little better.

About ME


I am a 22 year old woman of French-Canadian, Italian, and Scottish ancestry. Reading is a refuge unequalled by any other on earth, except possibly music and cats. Because I <3 the kitties.

I am a writer, a cross-stitcher, a computer geek, an anime fan, a lover, a friend, and a daughter of the goddess.

I am a semi-solitary eclectic pagan. I made up my own spiritual path based upon study of various paths and my observations of the world. I mostly do my ritual work by myself, but for major ritual work, I have certain friends who provide assistance and additional power.

I have been diagnosed, variously, with bipolar disorder type I (mania, major depression following mania), recurrent major depression with psychotic features, schizoaffective disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, and borderline personality disorder. The ones I believe are the schizoaffective disorder and the PTSD, and I lend some credence to the recurrent major depression with psychotic features, but I don't see much difference between that and the schizoaffective disorder.

Mainly this site is used for my multiple daily rants. I tend to fan girl a ton when I am in the mood. And like stated above this site holds the possibility of people understanding me a little better. Don't know what else to say... but feel free to read and friend me. ^^v
 
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alone, amv's, ana, animals, anime, anorexia, anxiety, art, astrology, astronomy, being blind, being strong, betrayal, bipolar, bleeding, blood, body art, book of shadows, borderline personality disorder, brave, break the silence, broken, burning, caffeine, cancer, celtic, chaos, cheating death, choices, chronic daily headaches, chronic migraines, chronic pain, coffee, collecting knives and swords, control, crystal child, cutters, cutting, dancing, dangerous lifestyles, dark art, darkness, death note, dieting, disability & school, disability rights, discipline, dragons, drawing, dreaming, drugs, dying, escaping, exercising, fandom crack, fanfiction, fantasy, fasting, fighting, final fantasy, fire, flame, flashbacks, friends, gaming, gravitation, healing, herbal tea, hope, hopeless, hurting, ice, kingdom hearts, kittens, legally blind, lesbian, lesbianism, living, loss, low-cal diets, macintosh computers, magick, medicine, meeting goals, migraines, moving on, music, nature, night, nightmares, not caring, open-mindedness, pagan, paganism, pain, painting, perfection, pirates, poetry, princess princess, ptsd, rain, randomness, reading, romance, running, sadness, sailor moon, sci-fi, scitzoaffective, self expression, self-defense, self-mutilation, setting goals, shadows, silence, spirits, stories, strength, stress, survival, surviving, surviving abuse, survivor, survivors, swimming, take back the night, talking, tarot, tattoos, tears, testing fate, transformers, transformers animated, travel, traveling, until the violence stops, vampires, video games, vision, watching, water, weed, white cane, witch hunter robin, working out, writing, yaoi, yoga, yuri

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